Soooo...
I am up at 5am and wanted to blog, but all of a sudden ran out of ideas and thoughts. I read over my older posts and I felt sad and happy at the same time. Sad for having a sad life so far and happy for making some progress along the way. I started this year with a resolution that was centered around me, taking care of myself and keeping myself happy. I have had on and off efforts of fulfilling that resolution. I haven't made a considerable change but I have made some change. I want to acknowledge the positive in my life and in my efforts. That is a change in itself :) I caught myself thinking the other day about how different my life would have been if I was in Afghanistan? There would be a lot less educational pressure, unfortunately. I probably wouldn't have had weight problem, my day wouldn't have been packed with millions of To Do things, wouldn't have so many bills to worry about and so forth. The question is what is my preference? I don't want to be a medioc