Edit!!

I started this blog to be my happy corner and it turned out to be my whining spot. I am the old fashioned diary girl with most pages of my diaries filled with regrets, frustrations and sad feelings. At the beginning of 2010, I started this blog to start logging happy thoughts, joyous feelings and positive changes of mindset and behavior. I wanted some kind of memoir to look back on and smile. So far, all my entries reflect worries and negative attitude. Let's turn things around.
As Raymond said in his best man speech at his brother Robert's wedding in the sitcom EveryBody Loves Raymond, we can edit our memories to remember the good ones. That is so true. I need to focus on happy moments and positive things that I have going on in my life. This way, I might get positive energy flowing in. So from now on, I will try to edit the things that I would want to remember and keep the good ones and discard the not-so-good ones.
For example, instead of remembering long boring hours at work yesterday, I will remember that I bought a cute purse at a great price. I shop for deals. I am going to pray now and then transfer my stuff to my new purse. I will be back with happy entries in the near future.

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