Fastforward?
I have been having some personal hard times the last few days in spite of many hopes in my life. Story of my life:) Today, I got so frustrated with the marital complications that I thought if I can fast forward my life at least one year, I might be in a better place and time. Is that true? It might be, but I highly doubt it. So far, what I have learned from life is that there is no shortage of turmoil and trouble in any stage of you life. Single or married, with or without child, rich or poor, work or school, close to family or away from loved ones, married to the man of your dreams of someone with rough edges, you will always have problems. This fact doesn't minimize the implications and intensity of your current problems though. Just because you will have troubles next year doesn't mean this year's problems are trivial. What I have learned from life that it is a constant struggle with hardly any breaks in between. So what is one to do? You can't run away from your problems, so you must deal with them head on. But how? what to do if you have lost all the motivation to work out your issues? What if you feel like you are at a dead end with no U-turn? Stuck? How do you claim your groove back? There is no single formula, no one-size-fit-all solution. You have to become creative, get out of your comfort zone and do sth about your issues. In the last entry, I commented on what some people will give up just to get some peace of mind. I want to give up being right and being recognized as the just and smart one just to be peaceful. But my ego stands in the way. I haven't been able to achieve any level of peace within. I think this year will be one of the hardest years of my life. I wish I could fast forward it for a minute and get a glimpse of future as a means of getting some hope that everything will be fine.
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