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So I dropped the PO and agreed to a civil agreement on certain arrangements. I will see how this works for me. I am in a different world today. I feel sad, tired, and kinda foggy. I am not sure what is going on and what I am doing with my life. I talked to my therapist yesterday and I know this is normal for what I am going through. Ending the marriage isn't easy. It is full of emotions and I feel as if I am in a roller coaster most of the time. Sadness is the dominant emotion most of the time. I want to feel all these feelings and come out stronger at the end. It looks like the last crisis I went through made me weaker. I want this crisis to end up differently. I don't know what exactly to do to achieve that goal. The only way I know is to feel all the emotions and learn to manage them. Right now, I feel drained, exhausted. Yet, I want to put on a strong face for my daughter's sake. I want to be honest with myself.

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